Wednesday, March 21, 2012

我不放弃

已经忘了这是第几次

跌跌爬爬团团转
始终踏不出这围栏

因为舒适所以拖延
因为舒适所以懒散
因为舒适所以放纵
拖延了那个很重要很重要的计划

一次一次准备好出发
一次一次的停歇不前
上班想着要替自己奋斗
所以马马虎虎
下班想着上班累了
所以不了了之

只要
放弃了就不会再跌下
只要
妥协了就不会再挣扎
只要
习惯了就不会再去想
这一切都会结束

我没放弃过
每一次失败都证明我不曾放弃
每一次挣扎都证明我不曾放弃
这个枷锁是自己给套上的
放弃了就永远解不开

再一次
下一次
我可以


Sunday, January 22, 2012

年三十晚

年三十晚
身为游子
很深切的体会到
漂离他乡寄人篱下的滋味
寂寞不是因为一个人
寂寞是因为离开了属于自己的圈子
失去了归属感

新年对一个人来说是没有意义的
新年是和身边周围至亲的家人朋友约定
约定迎新换旧团聚一块互相祝贺


爸妈
新年快乐,长命百岁


也悄悄地对自己说了声新年快乐
笑一笑继续走下去

Thursday, January 19, 2012

下雪了

午餐
到小諸吃天丼

今早还在下雨的天空
下起雪了
一片一片的雪花
薄薄的  轻轻地
随着大风吹起舞
向匆匆忙忙的行人扑上
落在伞上化成水
沿着弧度从伞的边沿
滴在了地上

抖起精神
再抱自己紧一些
吸一口冷空气
继续向前走

今年的第一场雪
也是一个人欣赏

Saturday, March 5, 2011

为什么不快乐?

怎样才是中庸?

房子太大,有空间恐惧症
车子太大,没有泊车位
女人太多,没有安静的时刻
钱太多,很难算
歌颂 淡名 淡利
因为没能力~

大师说
少看报纸 少看新闻
看见经济风暴
看见世界大乱
看见大减价
看见新科技
只会让心蠢蠢欲动
烦恼因此而生

随着时间
慢慢了解中庸之道才是上道
省钱之余也要享受
总不能每餐面包+沙拉
享受之余也要节俭
总不能几千块几千块的刷卡

很久以前就失去了自己
被大众洪流冲走了
人云亦云
一直以为自己所追求的都是自己想要的
不堪一击的理由瞬间瓦解
“你想知道怎样发财吗?”
好想回答
“不要告诉我,我会自己去摸索出来。我不是复制人!”
......

希望有天能这样的回答

Friday, February 18, 2011

生活小品

种了花
才知道花开花谢
无所谓完美也无所谓长久

从前看见苹果,想都不会去想
现在竟然蠢蠢欲动
无言...

心中有了理想
走路也踏实了
视线不再飘浮不定
有了目的地总好过茫茫然

Monday, September 20, 2010

Evening walk along river side

Evening walk along river side, 旧江户川. Google maps only shows kanji name.



There are a lot of fishing boats park at the river side. I realize that Urayasu is actually developed from fisher village.

There is a boat attracted my attention...
The boat with green roof.
Can see the dishes? It is a dining boat. I saw this in Shin Chan anime, people dine in the boat during festival and see fireworks. 8400 yen per person~ Must try with friends next time.



The city opposite the river.



Ferris Wheel. Not sure whether it is the Odaiba Ferris Wheel, 1 of the largest in the world.





The breeze of autumn, the fresh air... and somewhere I am not belongs to.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

日本

Because forget to bring the cable to transfer photo from camera.
Decided to buy a card reader in Japan.
So, this means I can take photo and uploads.
I was being here in Japan since Sep 1, 2010.
My current apartment is near to the train station, 3 minutes walking distance.

This photo is taken just outside of my apartment, erm... yea, it making noise all the time (during working hours, every 3minutes 1 train will pass by). But, somehow it does not affect me much on noise, the noise is much much more lower than KTM & LRT Malaysia.



This is the moon in Japan (actually is not full moon), never thought that my camera can capture it, not bad har?
Moon cake festival is coming soon. Home sick? hahaha... perhaps...